Last day of year 2013

Waoooo ~~
时间过的还真快啊~
一年又酱过去了，而我在这一年又做了些什么有意义的东西呢？
想想下还真的是没有耶~~
这一年我过的还不够充实，
生活就是吃饭，睡觉，上课~~
这三样东西就一直的重复又重复，还蛮无聊的~~
要到全新的一年啦，我看我还是要设定些目标好让我去达到！！
2014年，我在迎接你啦=]

What should i do?

我突然觉得在这大学生活中很难找到真心朋友..就算是你很好很好的朋友..他们都是为了自己..为什么你就是那么的笨？有东西就跟人家分享，而他呢？
所以在此时此刻，我的脑袋就出现了一句：所有的人都会为了利益和竞争而戴上那美丽的面具去做人..你不需要用真心对待每个人..这样人家只会笑你笨，笑你傻。。
知道吗？要时时刻刻提醒自己..

但很庆幸的，我有两个很有义气的banana朋友...他们很为人着想..也帮了我很多很多..真的很感激他们…谢谢你们..debbie &.sarah... i love u guys..

Suddenly feel touch~~

I'm coming here again..
haha XD 
I'm suddenly feel lonely in this university life..because i'm feel that at here nobody know me as well..
they just know how to express themselves..and didn't heard another people opinion or thought..
Last 2 days is my big day..
I'm quite touch because i have a gang of friend help me to celebrate in the early morning even we have class..
but I had showed a blur face for them..quite guilty la..for me..
and they had give me a present...that is swimsuit...
haha..i need it for next sem..because i want to learn how to swim..so that i can go to the island play..
Besides, yesterday i received my family call..
and i have a sweet talk with my parents..
after that,my father suddenly sing a birthday song for me...
wah..super super happy and touch...
He had sing an English version  one even though he don't know English as well..
I am miss them so much in this moment..
So, at here i cannot make them disappointed with me..
i need to try my best to study at here..and fight a good result for them..
cannot be lazy already..
because recently i'm busying with the movie night event...and rushing all the assignment..
However, i cannot take over my study..
This sem all theory one...is my weakness la...
ishhhhhhhhhhh...
I'm damn hate theory la...God!!!

Daddy, mummy i love u!!!

Holiday mood on

Yeah...
2 days more i will b bc to my hometown..
Very excited..
Besides that, is my 1st time feel home sick in these year..
I dunno why actually.. haha
Maybe i need a place that can let me rest..
Because this sem I'm really feel stress and like have many problem that i cannot solve as well..
So i want go bc home!!!
But tomorrow i still have one more exam need to do.. that is Japanese paper..
Juz hope tis paper can treat me as well la.. be easy easy ...haha.. after tis i can pack my luggage then go bc home lol..
No need think too much.. haha..
So juz gambateh for study one more day la...

我迷失了‘自己‘

在大学生活，很多时候你都会身不由己..
就像我一样..
在还没进大学生活的时候，你会把未来想得多么的美好..
但现实中往往都是比想像的来得残酷..
有些事你明明就不想理，也不想听，甚至是不想管...
但事情都会冲着你而来...为什么？
在这里，我就连要找个谈心事的朋友都没有..
不是因为我被人排斥，而是因为在这里的每一位朋友都不值得我去信任...
或许有一天你会被你最要好的朋友出卖都不知道发生什么事...
我每次就是扮演着垃圾桶的角色..
谁一有秘密或心事都会往我这里丢..
我真的很累了！！！
我不想再当垃圾桶了！！！
我很想大大声的告诉你们“我没兴趣也不想知道你们的东西“ ...
但是我做不到...
有些人很羡慕我有这种能力，
但我一点都不稀罕！！！
有谁明白吗？
你们有心事时可以跟我说..
那我呢？
可以跟谁诉苦？
你们会听我的心声吗？
人或许有两面...
而我的另一面呢？
我就连看清我自己都不懂..
又怎样看清你们呢？如何相信每一个人呢？
到现在我都还没找到我要的答案...
这个问题或许是我人生中的大考验吧！！

Boring sunday

Sunday,sunday, Sunday???
why you come so fast and also gone so fast??
me like didn't do anything that i plan before...
Ishhhhhh...
My day full of tutorial, assignment, drama & so so...

Sem 3 uni life

Wah, time is gone very fast...
I'm senior jor..
Really cannot accept lo.. old so fast..
Actually i don't know why this sem i no mood for study ...
Maybe is i didn't interest with all the subject in this sem bah... cause all need study theory..
I didn't like theory... i need calculation!!
But cannot choose!!!
I must put more heart in this sem..
Because theory is not my stronger...
Oh shit!!!
20/9 i had went to kk with my frenz..
For sutera habour run, it's a big event..
I'm quite enjoy with this..
But i also spend more money in this trip too ...cham lo...
Now not enough money jor.. sad nia T.T
Besides that, i also failed in my HE22 board presentation... cause I'm not self confidence as well...
Even though the whole proposal i take part in the most...quite guilty..
I know what is my weakness actually...
But i also didn't take more improve..
Haiz...
I hope for the next i can be strong la XD

SARAWAK TRIP

My first time go to Kuching,Sarawak there for a 3 days 2 night trip..

I've learn a lot & also eat a lot in this trip..

Haha..just make me fat only..

But I think it's a good experience for me in my happy life..

Unfortunately, in this trip i'm sick...

Oh my godness!!!

Just let you all see some picture that I took at there...

In this photo, have 2 people are come from Kuching. They are very nice & 38 too XP 

My 38 gang!!!

This is my new friend that recognize at there...She always say me "cute" & make me paiseh..

These are pork burger that we never eat at west Malaysia =)

Colourful kek lapis!!! Damn nice I like it so much...yummy yummy ^^

This is tomato wantan mee~~very special & delicious too!!!

This is my noob face that take at Sarawak..yeah!!!

Finally, I need to fly back and start my working day as well jor...

I'm quite enjoy in this trip..I will come back again geh...Kuching, see you again la!!!

找回真正的我!!!

久违啦~~
我真的很久很久都没来update下我最近的生活了~~
大学生活果然没有我想像的那么的美好...
不是关系到环境，学业的问题...而是一些些的人与事真的令我有点感觉喘不过气~~
有时我甚至会怀疑是我的问题吗？
从小学----中学-----PLKN-----工作-----中六-----工作
我的生活都过得蛮轻松自在的。。
我总是想不通为什么我大学的生活就是那么的糟糕啊!!!
总是有些不愉快的事发生在我的身上~~
而且还是一单接一单的发生~~
天啊？？为什么我总是那么的黑仔？？
为什么？？
自从sem1后，老实说我真的没有开心过～～
或许是因为assignment拆伙的问题吧。。其实到现在我还是想不通为什么是朋友就要永远的要在同一组里面做事呢？
为什么就不可以试试看跟别人合作下呢？
什么奇怪的想法啊？？真是搞不懂～～
反而有时我还蛮享受一个人的生活，不需理会其他人～～
也不用去烦什么人际上的东西～～
一个人自由自在的，想做什么就什么～～
但有时一个人我又很怕孤单～～感觉也蛮恐怖~~
我真的有点矛盾～～
XXX，我想做回我真真的自己~~
什么都不管，不想，也不用去烦～～
开开心心的做回一个超级38的我~~因为我觉得最近的我根本就不是原来的我~~
原来的我应该是个很爱讲，爱玩
但现在的我呢？？
却变得孤僻，不爱讲话及害羞了～～～
我不要现在的我~~~~
我要做回以前的我～～以前的我!!!!!